I Write What I Say and Say What I Write Until Its Done

If I write a lie then my whole life has been like an entire lie/ I can't do what must be done if one doesn't give it a try/ Im living what I write until my breath of words in my body die/ You see my rhymes grounded until they finally set forth in flight/ Paragraphs blinded until words give them sight/ If I write what was wrong I can still make that mistake right/ Im trying to live in peace yet at times I won't live if I don't fight/ I shouldn't be thinking like two because I am only but one/ You see working on verses late into the night until the early morning sun/ I fight with sophisticated verses upon many losses until my spoken fight is finally won/ Lost into thoughts so deep until they no longer seem fun/ Thinking out the day worried every night that I sleep with a gun/ If I am not to your standards I dont give a **** if I am shunned/ Im doing what I do until the day that my purpose in life is finally done/