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I Want But One Gift

LORD, I WANT BUT ONE CHRISTMAS GIFT THIS YEAR; NOT SILVER AND GOLD NOR GIFT CARDS GALORE- EVERY CHRISTMAS I BEG WITH A TEAR THAT MY SISTER WOULD VISIT ME ONCE MORE. “KAREN, IT’S YOUR MEMORY I ADORE.” THE FIRST CHRISTMAS WAS HARD, BUT…SHE SAID “HI”, SPREAD HER WINGS IN A LULLABY OF MINE- IT HAD BEEN A YEAR SINCE WE SAID GOODBYE, FOR HER GLOW WAS NOTHING SHORT OF DIVINE. “GOD MADE YOU KAREN, HIS PERFECT DESIGN.” ALL I ASK, LORD – TO SEE HER CHESTNUT EYES, YOU KNOW, THE ONES THAT BRING ME TO MY KNEES- THAT NIGHT WITH ME SHE TOOK OFF HER DISGUISE, AND IT SEEMED ALL MY ANGUISH BEGAN TO CEASE. “KAREN, I STILL FEEL YOUR WARMTH IN THE BREEZE.” I SHALL SLEEP WELL – HOPING TO SEE KAREN, THIS DUSK HEAVENLY STARDUST SHINES SO BRIGHT. I AWAIT MY SISTER, SOFT AND BARREN, MAYBE SHE CAN BRING ME CLOSURE TONIGHT. “KAREN, YOUR FACE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SIGHT.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dedicated to my late sister Karen. This is my 9th Christmas without her, and it still feels like the first. 12.25.19 -luloo

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Date: 12/27/2019 11:55:00 PM
Nine years is a long time, and yet it seems like yesterday that you saw her. "“KAREN, I STILL FEEL YOUR WARMTH IN THE BREEZE.”" - I am so glad of this! Death is a strange thing. My father-in-law has been gone since 1985, and yet, I feel he is here often, smoking and I can even choke on the smoke. I do think they visit.
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Date: 12/26/2019 7:09:00 PM
Luloo, this is a lovely Christmas prayer you have shared. I know you cherish your memories of your sister. It never gets easy. But we have our words, and we have others who know what it's like to lose a loved one. Thank you for the vulnerability in sharing your sadness with others who feel less alone in this world, knowing someone else knows what they're going through. Keep writing! Hugs ~ John
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Date: 12/25/2019 10:42:00 AM
Sometimes, many times, we are only left with memories.. i feel you angst my friend...
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Date: 12/25/2019 10:54:00 AM
thank you and I feel bad for you, I'm sorry- - - May the light shine upon you this coming new year. x:-)-luloo
Date: 12/25/2019 9:29:00 AM
Hugs, Luloo! I hope she shines for you today! My cousin has made herself known a couple of times. Sending my love to a sister poet. Merry Christmas!
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Date: 12/25/2019 10:53:00 AM
awww thank you sweet Kim, I am so glad you stopped by today. Merry Christmas :) x:-)-luloo

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