How

So peaceful and so alive,is how i feel when Im watching the oceans tide But when Im with you my dreams fade away, from your control and your lies I can't believe the pain i carry within my heart and mind Everyone just tells me to give it some time How do I let go of eight years, the struggles and the awful tears How do I go on everyday without you there How do I forget the memories stored in my brain How do I deal with the love that still remains How do I walk away after i tried so hard to keep us alive How do I admit that our relationship has died I built my world to revolve around you And its hard to accept that we are through But now i will live not in fear And there will be no more painful tears No more having to cover the bruises you caused No more police from you breaking the law So how i move on is painful but good And ill always remember when my world stop spinning and just stood