Finding My Way-

Feb 4 2016 Once I found a purpose but not one of my own i thought by now I'd see a glimpse but still stuck in the unknown i used to have vivid dreams of how i pictured my life successful medic, mother and possibly a wife but at the age of 20 i made a huge mistake i let the devil into my heart then he controlled my fate my soul became his hideout the light faded from my eyes and people thought it was still me but I was his disguise I started to betray my friends and then my family I lost my job and any trust that people had in me I poisoned my own body for him to get his fix and while I fought the withdrawal from dope he took my mind over next he made me believe that i was dead although my blood was flowing i began to hate the world i changed without even knowing but now my life is mine again i found the will to fight and i found God who held me close and the devils out of sight. xxs