Deep Not Dark

I wanna tell What I feel But trust me everyone Not even one of you Will take it as a big deal My thoughts deserted me And left me in the lurch I've come too far Drowning in the oceans Being dragged across the miles I'm now in the situation of war War with my own life Even If I conquer My soul will loose to death But that won't be tough Becausebit's been hurted enough Thirteen reasons are mere to bluff Bc they don't add, subtract or divide They just give it a simple try And coerce it to multiply I keep on walking Searching for a place to stay This bodily human existence Has suffered a lot anyway I can hold on That's what I believe But it will take time to fill in Because it's been digged very deep!!!