Dear Agony

To cry… Is to wash the soul from darkness And suffers To exude the pain in matters, in seconds To laugh… Is to revive your soul and body Add minutes to your time Add purpose to your life To smile… Is to hide the pain of yours Kill the fragility of your time Smirk towards the hurt To lower your head toward the ground… Is to live up your day with no meaning Spend your hours idly Pretend not to care but it hurts so much because of care To foretell jokes… Is to live the true agony And be the greater good For your happiness is soon to be yours again To sit alone, peaceful and unbothered… Is to live up your thoughts and visualize your ideas Create the tones, make the lines Open up the space that’s in your mind To walk but not walk… Is to visualize yourself in another place, another time With other people, better people To do stuff you never did But then it hits you again The worthlessness and insignificance of your life To listen to music and look out the window at night… Is to think about the lover you never had Consider the passion that is never to occur Live the gloominess of your time To walk and see the completeness of you and partialness of others… Is to finally realize how blessed and unthankful you are How ungrateful and stupid you will always be How one can never be grateful for what one has but other lacks To wear your favorite clothing and realize it does not fit you perfectly… Is to realize how wasteful and careless you are for your body How uncomprehending you are for time and the quickness of it How your life may pass swiftly without your joyfulness of youth To suppress a tear on your pillow… Is to dig the real thing deep down Until you close your eyes Dried tears on your face and pillow And never to open them again you wish