Day Dreaming

Sitting in my room Wondering about life Why does god make us fall For someone we can't have? Now they say there is a reason for everything But I don't see the logic or reason in this particular thing Isn't this just going to leave me even more confused than I already am? Falling deeper and deeper knowing in the back of my head the landing won't be soft But of course here I am Day dreaming about him Not a envious or jealous bone in my body I am content with my imagination running Just as long as he can be happy This in it's self is a statement I am self righteously unselfish There are aches I can't mend There are day dreams I can't Prevent So here I sit lying on my bed Trying to sleep but all I see is him In the patterns of my ceiling Him in the trees blowing outside my window Him forever embedded in my mind I say it's unfair to make me feel this way For someone I can't make mines