Contemplative

I try to make sense of it all But can not clearly see The problems that I have to solve Is are you here for me I’ve thought about it day and night But still don’t know what’s what Don’t want to do her wrong but is it right For me to just stay stuck But I can stay with regrets Wondering what I’ve missed Or I can move on to the next And constantly reminisce Either way it goes I’m hurt So I have no solution Nothing ever seems to work A story with no conclusion Should I stay or should I go My heart says yes my mind says no A contemplative decision I have to make But I don’t know what road to take Trying to trust my judgment But what I want is just not certain And I try to add it up Yet still I’m left here hurtin Sooner or later I have to make a choice And hope it’s for the better For the better of both of us Cause only love last forever