Confession, a Woman's Dilemma

Father, I must unburden my soul, I must confess, For my soul is in great distress. Forgive me Father, for I have sinned, I love a married man way more than a friend. I know this sin is worthy of Hell, Yet, I had no warning before I fell. All this time I have tried to forget, The day we met. I have tried and failed, To forget his intoxicating smell. I have tried so very hard, To put up an impenetrable guard. I failed once again, And now must confess my sin. I must get this off my chest, For, even now I am unable to rest. Every time I close my eyes, I see his face and my soul cries. I hear his voice, For I fear I have no choice... I fear I must love him for all time, Without reason and without rhyme. I fear I must give my heart to him, Even though every time he is near my eyes fill to the brim. I fear my soul is unable to be redeemed, For he is every dream I have ever dreamed. Forgive me Father, for I have sinned, And I fear I will do it again and again. For I love a man with all my heart, Even if that isn't smart. I fear he is the only man, I will ever love again. Forgive me Father, for I have sinned, I'm sorry that I'm not sorry, and if I must own my sin, I will do it again and again... Amen!