But...If Only?

But...if only? by Cate Rock There, here now i gotta say... Somethings happened, somethings wrong, somethings gotta go away... I kneel to my knees and pray... But i gotta say... No GOD no LOVE no person watching us from up above... NO man NO woman NO god NO goddess... Us..... only us..... its a must to only look after us.... It took me a while... Meany men i learned to bow... But here but now... not latter in the day its almost killing me not to say... If there is a god... if there is a heaven...one day ill learn again how to pray... YET here YET now Yet all these tears that brake loose and fall down.... Here... in this moment in my mind... as i close my eyes... i pray...to god.... that he is gone.... I wanna believe its not my fault i wanna believe every things OK.... DAMN IT I WANNA BELIEVE IT WASN'T MY FAULT UR GONE TODAY.... But here... but now... in this moment i fall down... I wanna fall... forget it all..... die in peace.... and not have to crawl.... I wanna breathe.... i wanna fly..... but now.... it feels like imma bout to die..... But here.... but now...... in this moment i change my life..... forever.....forever.....and always..... Submission date : 2009-02-13