Almost Had It All

t’s been enough already So one sided I gave you all of me Only to ride this roller coaster Losing you at every drop To have you fall from the heavens as I reach the top of the coaster To start over again to only lose you at every drop My heart shattered enough times with you Never did you care how bad it hurt me Never accepting your own actions Only blaming me Blaming me … for loving you Wanting to have a life with you Wanting to wake up with you everyday To want to fall asleep with you Just spending time together like a normal couple Yet we weren’t normal I love you too much You have attachment disorders We could never get on the same page You wanted me but only at your convenience We’re I truly loved you Unconditionally But you really didn’t want any of it… commitment, life partner It was all talk from an alcoholic Just talk no commitment So sad because we almost had it all Could of