God's Love

Loneliness sways me slowly. My heart starts to feel weary. Am I getting tired to experience love? Oh God! Grant me this so- called strength. I thought you're the perfect man for me, But it seems...you start to fail me. You're imperfection ruins me. Oh God! Grant me this so-called courage. My love for you would never change, Since.. we exchanged our solemn vows. Now breaking some great promises, Oh God! Grant me this so-called trust. Why do I feel these crazy things right now? Am I neglected? or not content with me somehow? Waiting for your good response, Oh God! Grant me this so- called patience. Little by little, I'm about to lose you. Uttering lips are shut into coldness. Our happy days turn into quiet hours. Oh God! Grant me this so called-passion. Why you let me feel that I am nothing? Am I not worthy to be your lady? Or you've just realized that I'm not the one? Oh God! Grant me this so- called faith. Time flies and I need an answer. Looking for that or letting you go? But I couldn't bear this kind of emptiness, Oh God! Grant us the unity of love. Would I give up or stay at your side? A silent cry is my reply. I'm losing hope and yielding with sighs Then one night you whispered, "You're the only one whom I love." "I've got busy with my future plan." "To renew our vows on our 20th, my love." Then I yelled, "Oh God! Thank you for your undying love."