Loneliness sways me slowly.
My heart starts to feel weary.
Am I getting tired to experience love?
Oh God! Grant me this so called- strength.
I thought you're the perfect man for me,
But it seems...you start to fail me.
You're imperfection ruins me.
Oh God! Grant me this so called- acceptance.
My love for you would never change,
Since.. we exchanged our solemn vows.
Now breaking some great promises,
Oh God! Grant me this so called-trust.
Why I feel these crazy things right now?
Am I neglected? or not content with me somehow?
Waiting for your good response,
Oh God! Grant me this so called-patience.
Little by little, I'm about to lose you.
Uttering lips are shut into coldness.
Our happy days turn into quiet hours.
Oh God! Grant me this so called-passion.
Why you let me feel that I am nothing?
Am I not worthy to be your lady?
Or you just realized that I was not the one?
Oh God! Grant me this so called-courage.
Time flies and I need an answer.
Looking for that or letting you go?
But I couldn't bear this kind of emptiness,
Oh God! Grant us the unity of love.
Would I give up or stay at your side?
My silent cry is the only answer.
I'm losing hope and starting to give up.
Then one night you whispered, "You're the only one whom I love."
"I got busy with my future plan."
"To renew our vows on our 20th, my love."
Then I yelled, "Oh God! Thank you for your undying love."
Copyright © Veronica Nicolas | Year Posted 2017