I fell in love to someone I’ve never seen in person yet.
She is that someone,
who makes me feel unworthy
and mostly, she hates me
being impulsive and drastic.
I know my flaws however,
I’m still in love and I could love her more with these flaws
she really hates.
I’m not required to change
I can wait, until her heart gives some space.
What if she loves me too?
What if she loves me not?
Whatever it is, I’ll only cross the bridge when I get there.
If I’m not worth her love and time,
if I can’t make her happy,
then I’ll set her free.
There is no certainty of everything,
the only thing I’m sure about is how I feel for her right now.
I miss someone;
I have shared love and kisses
through poems and messages.
I miss her pets Argos and Lemon,
I miss her garden,
I miss her growing plants of white roses,
I miss her voice,
I miss her artistic photographs,
I miss her laugh,
I miss her baking red velvet cupcakes,
I miss her cute dimples on her cheek bones,
I miss her boyish fashion signature,
I miss her playing flute of “ibong adarna”
I bought stocks of choco mint candy,
And lit a stick of cigarette
‘coz I know it was the taste of her lips
And I also like the scent of her “bench 8” cologne.
At my back shoulder,
I tattooed her name that would mark forever
It was written below the art of cherry blossom flower.
Copyright © Purple Angel | Year Posted 2017