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I threw way my notebook to start again


Blog Posted:7/20/2012 3:36:00 PM
Our cells regenerate every 7 years. Our committed love relationships go through shifts and trials on the same time table. I threw away my notebook that recorded my dark tale. Am I free yet? I re-read that notebook more than a dozen times. It lived in my purse for 2 years. Finally, I stopped and realized the recorded sin and insanity. Done with it. Jealousy, anger, lust, attraction, greed, arrogance, exist--without end--exist. I don't want this ledger of how it could or couldn't. The question is answered. The notebook is rotting, and I am aware of how it helped me grow. The end is this poet's new beginning. My new notebook is the same brand, but the notes are lighter. I have transformed. Join me.
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  1. Date: 1/1/2013 2:09:00 PM
    interesting...pd

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  1. Date: 7/23/2012 10:09:00 AM
    i write and have many notebooks . when i look back i'm not dwelling on the past i am trying not to make the same mistakes to be bitten twice. when i start a new notebook it is a new beginning to keep looking toward the future

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  1. Date: 7/21/2012 7:29:00 AM
    Well done no one should live in the past. xx

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  1. Date: 7/21/2012 2:21:00 AM
    Autumn, don't throw it away, you will need it in 28 years time!...David

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  1. Date: 7/20/2012 9:39:00 PM
    I love these lines. If you rearrange it ...it could be a great poem, Autumn. Check the title of the blog.My best wishes on your new change! Ruben.

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  1. Date: 7/20/2012 4:50:00 PM
    WIshing you a great new start.

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I threw way my notebook to start again
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