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Bloggers PhotoI was born and now I'm here. One day soon in the future, I'll disappear.

Alison


Blog Posted:6/9/2013 7:31:00 AM

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Shortly after the death of My Oldest Son

I fell into a deep ongoing chronic depression.

I was blindly existing, no longer living.

Dark and joyless was my constant state of being.

His mother soon thereafter gave birth to his sister Alison,

and then suddenly, miraculously I was alive again.

Life for me magically was once again worth living.

I'm not suggesting that after my son had died

that I was entertaining any thoughts of suicide,

but have no doubt about it, Alison Saved My Life.

She helped me to once again feel grateful to be alive.

Thank You My Sweet Loving Princess Alison

for helping your "Uncle" Billy to enjoy his life again.

I Love You So Much Always My Darling.

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  1. Date: 6/10/2013 7:26:00 AM
    God bless your little angel, uncle Billy. Ruben.

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/10/2013 3:34:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Thanks Ruben. Hey, when did you become the PoetDestroyer?
  1. Date: 6/10/2013 3:11:00 AM
    Beautiful.

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/10/2013 3:35:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Thanks Rick.
  1. Date: 6/9/2013 6:40:00 PM
    Lovely connection you have.....it is in this warm picture! Thank you for sharing, Billy!

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/12/2013 4:35:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    I never get tired of sharing My Princess, Carrie. Thanks for stopping by.
  1. Date: 6/9/2013 4:56:00 PM
    This is SO cool.Fantastic picture.You can feel the love coming from it.Take care and hope all has been well for you.I havent heard from you in awhile.I hope i didnt do anything to make you mad.Love Colleen

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/12/2013 4:39:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    It's sometimes difficult for me to keep up with all of you who are constantly changing their names all the time, but hey it's can be fun as well.
    Bono Avatar Colleen Bono Date: 6/10/2013 12:29:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Thank you,stop working so damn hard so I can hear from you more.LOL.I was the dark poet but PD said I was more serious so I changed it again.
    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/9/2013 5:34:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    How could you possibly ever do anything to make me mad Colleen? I'm just always too exhausted from my work to respond to anyone...or maybe I'm just lazy. In any event it is my behaviour and my lack of response to others that would justify others being mad at me. Be Well My Friend.
  1. Date: 6/9/2013 10:59:00 AM
    what a superb picture of 2 people who are indeed important to each other, smiles of happiness extol...Seren

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/9/2013 3:32:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Very sweet of you to say Seren.
  1. Date: 6/9/2013 8:34:00 AM
    wow. I'm in Tears.........I hope my daughter get's to feel this miracle again..... This is the first time I feel, maybe we be blessed again........... xox~ LINDA

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/9/2013 3:28:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Thanks PD. Give your daughter a humongous hug from me.
    A   Avatar Poet Destroyer A Date: 6/9/2013 8:47:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    we will......... sorry left out a word a 2
  1. Date: 6/9/2013 8:16:00 AM
    she is gorgeous and your smile radiates.

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    theKidster Avatar SillyBilly theKidster Date: 6/9/2013 3:30:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    Smiles right back at ya Francine.

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