Shortly after the death of My Oldest Son
I fell into a deep ongoing chronic depression.
I was blindly existing, no longer living.
Dark and joyless was my constant state of being.
His mother soon thereafter gave birth to his sister Alison,
and then suddenly, miraculously I was alive again.
Life for me magically was once again worth living.
I'm not suggesting that after my son had died
that I was entertaining any thoughts of suicide,
but have no doubt about it, Alison Saved My Life.
She helped me to once again feel grateful to be alive.
Thank You My Sweet Loving Princess Alison
for helping your "Uncle" Billy to enjoy his life again.
I Love You So Much Always My Darling.