Blessings Greater When its Darkest!
Blog Posted:7/3/2010 5:15:00 PM
i wonder how I keep on going. my head has been busting open since thurs. night. it feels like someone has shoved a 2x4 through it. the pain just won't stop. along with all of the other pain that i deal with i just want to give up some days, then god will give me a blessing when i am at my lowest point. i guess he knows that is when i need it the most. you know that when you are on the mountain you can't really fully enjoy a blessing because you are too busy enjoying the mountaintop experiencence. i think you have to really be down in the valley to fully enjoy a blessing. that is when i really enjoy my blessings the most. i guess because i am in the valley so much, god brings me more blessings that way. i would much rather be on the mountaintop, but i haven't seen many mountaintops since i was 12. it's been a long time. i don't give up hope though.