Written by: Terri Evans

I'd hurt myself today
to see if you still want me here
I would choke out all the pain
maybe I'll die bleeding here.

My heart just seems to crawl
on the floor right in front of you
its like my soul is gone 
maybe I will disappear in front of you.

Maybe I'll just push myself away from you
I have no one to hold no one to pull me through
dreaming of my sorrow closes me in two.

My wall is to thick I can't see you
maybe I'll just  die here in front of you.

Watch me sit here and cry
its just to soon
I'll just be here pushing myself away from you.