The Creature inside of me

Written by: Cathy Holmes

I want to act the way it wants me to
I fight hard not to this is true and if I let go it would come out like this
I would scream and hollar so loud to rid all my pain and sorrors
I would take revenge on all my yesterday's and tomorrows
I  would not laugh at a single thing that was good for the creature inside of me 
would not allow it 
I would throw my future away thinking about all the things that did not matter
I would turn my whole self inside out and the creature within would WIN without a 
doubt!