blur

Written by: . daBomb™

This weekend went by in a blur 
And here I am again
Stuck here as if I never left
Not sure how or why 
But I have been at this awful place before
Labeled animosity for some time now

You have taken me to this place before 
And I’m not sure what I can do 
To avoid being trapped here much longer
So I did what I thought I could never do
And that’s give up all hopes
That we could ever be anything

And to curse you so you would think 
You’re nothing to me
Now I just have to live with my decision
And act as if I’m alright
When secretly every time 
I hear you laugh I’m dying inside

So kill me as you have done
So many times before
For it won’t be too long
Before any fond memories 
Are left and then I’ll be 
Gone…