I don't even know

Written by: Toquyen Harrell

I am the woman of complications
I think I am in love with someone
And I know that person feels the same
But I am too scared
I don’t even want to acknowledge that person’s feeling
And hang on to the thought that that feeling doesn’t exist
Why do I choose to do that? 
God knows 
As I don’t even know it myself
Why do I do the things I do?