broken

Written by: mandy cabral

I have just a few things I want to be said
These are things that I can't seem too get out of my head
I ask that you take your time and to rethink of everything I've been through and remember
Think about all the months that has past January threw December 
My love, my heart, and my thoughts.
Nights and days I've stood up worry with my stomach in knots.
My forever faithful dedication
Am I really the only one who has any patience? 
You know I loved you when everything was as it seemed, 
But when you turn your back on promises,
You turn your back on me. 
I can’t stand the feeling of losing everything I worked so hard to own
To one who can’t bear to see that my heart has grown.
I’m not the sight that you saw the first day. 
I was half together; the puzzle pieces knew part of their way. 
Now I am even more shattered, and the shards seem to stay 
Every time I pick up a piece it breaks and falls further away 
When the day turns to night, do you think about me?
Do you think about the place in which I’ll always be?
My heart was once whole, but its broke and I don’t want it anymore, 
If anger and meanness can take the place of whom you once adored.
And I am not giving in to your little games. 
“You know this is not how I really am; you know that it’ll be okay,”
But it's not okay, 
And who would ever even think to say that it was. 
I starting to think your harsh words leave you with an adrenaline rush. 
Feeling down, feeling lonely, but not ready to give up,
 I figure I've had been through enough.
I think you deep down do mean the things that you say, and there is no changing the fact 
That when you gave me that eye roll the last time, 
I try everything to show you that I do care,
I put up with every mean thing that you say to me
You make it routine to point out things that I do wrong and it's not fair
we guess what 2013 is going to be a New me, and to bad if you don't like it because that's how it's going to be!