What should I do

Written by: nastoshia siedlecki

What should I do
 Written 11-2-05 Edited 5-5-07
I love someone special... 
But I don't know what to do
 If I kill myself his heart will turn blue
 I forever will love him
 And by no means overlook him
 My love...I will not mislead
 I intend to decease
 Befall virtuous from agony
 And not break down 
Please bear with me
 I realize no one notices 
how I suffer
 And my heart cannot soothe 
I have no justification to continue or even be valued 
Just recall 
The day I perish 
You will endow
 My spirit is unleashed