painful thoughts

Written by: Anna lyudin

i think of you and it sends ripples through my heart,
i cry because of you and it sends blades in my soul,
i wish i never met you,
i wish i never felt you,
i wish i never saw you,
and could save the pain from thy heart.

the painful thoughts within, 
cant keep being hidden,
cant keep being bottled up,
with the pain i cry,
the smiles i broke,
and the person iv become.

I once was happy, 
i once new  how to smile, 
i used to live,
but now everyday,
i die a little each day inside,

rid me of these thoughts,
save me from these thoug
i cant keep trying, 
inside im dying.