What I really want

Written by: Kib G

I really want to “SCREAM”
     Because it hurts!!!
I really want to “CRY”
    But that doesn’t seem to work
I really want to “FIGHT”
     Because I’m angry and at that moment it feels right!!!
I really want to “UNDERSTAND”
       But I’m cut so deep, that I don’t think I can!!!
I really want to “LET GO”  
     But my will says “NOOOO”!!!
Then something just “SPOKE”!! 
               To me!!
Instantly I could see that if I believe “I AM FREE”
The devil has no holds on me!!
And “SCREAMING, CRYING, AND FIGHTING” doesn’t have to be my “DESTINY”
Because what I really want is “PEACE, LOVE, AND POSPERITY”…
And to have that is where the blessing come's in at to me…