suicide

Written by: mary abdali

I'm lost in this evil desert
Where no one can find me no one can see me
There's no sign of water not a single tree
So long I tried to break these shackles tried to be free
Tried to do things I shouldn't do, were at places I shouldn't be
I lost myself in the sand storm, so careless I was
How can I expect someone to touch me when I'm so far
I don't know myself yet want someone near my heart
I pushed everyone away,I still want company
Relying on others to give me some sympathy
Depending on him to cover my wounds
Scratching my own scars making them fresh and bleed
No ones is evil, no one tried to be mean
I do this to myself , I am my own enemy.