every day i try to talk. but i just can't find the words to say. so all i can do is sit and watch. as you laugh joke and play. i know that i have no chance. i know that your out of my league. but i still seem to fantasize. about you being with me. I know i can be annoying. and at certain times a little weird. But really I'm just trying. to hide my feelings when you're near. So i rap my songs and say my jokes. so that you can't see my tears.