My Crafted Inferno

Written by: Caleb Schmitt

My Crafted Inferno
Tears fall like waterfalls from the broken,
Now finally love is now outspoken.
Because no one understands a love lost,
but what did I receive for this damn cost?
Emptiness, such heart break, and now alone...
I feel as if my strength, my soul, is gone.
What do I live for now day after day,
God please tell me if I can find some way,
To reverse this transaction free me now
God please, for I know you only know how!
but why would even you listen to me,
When I hate the person I am to be...
and as I write droplets fall to my page,
you've broke me now, I'll stay trapped in this cage.
Locked away for whatever price I paid,
My sins on the wall, the foundations laid.
I welcome my hell, the one I freely made.
I did turn my back! I should've just stayed!
Though I do know it's not your one intent
to make me live in my crafted torment...
I shall remain in my pain for these days,
And watch my demons torture me and stay.
For countless loves died in front of my eyes, 
leaving my destroyed heart asking you why?
My destroyed heart, will it someday feel new?
Can you send me my own angel to do...?
The much needed repair and save my life
and bless me enough to make her my wife!
Oh God please just once can you hear my plea...
Before that someone just gives up on me!
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