Final Admittance Part 2
I hope your happy and you get what you want,
But I hope my memory will forever haunt.
You know I was special, I coulda been the one,
But you played little games I hope you had fun.
Was it worth it, was it worth the cost,
When you think about it, who really lost.
I know you did, but I did as well,
Because my heart I gave and in love I fell.
I didn’t know how much, I couldn’t even guess,
Until I left because you loved me less.
The dreams I had, they where only for you,
Don’t you get it, only you could make them come true.
With you by my side, I planned to become old,
Now I feel like I'm dyeing because my nights are so cold.
I remember so much, just like it was yesterday,
To think of what was special, was so easily thrown away.
I remember my breath, so easy for you to take,
A kiss from those lips and my body would shake.
Tingles feelings, so much love I really cant explain,
But without your kiss my heart only feels pain.
I'm so used to your sweetness, now everything is so sour,
I wish to just die, hopefully in the next hour.
My wishes are different and my dreams are gone,
It hurts even more when I try to be strong.
I choke away my cry's, and I hide away my tears,
But really deep inside I face my fears.
I look down the road, and your not there,
Still I sit and wait and down that road I stair.
I loose my vision, because my eyes they blur,
As I pray to god, why have I lost her.
When will he answer, you swore he was there,
Your both the same neither one of you care.
You both answer my dreams, and then take them away,
Difference between the two, it was done in a different way.
Your both so cold, and you make me hurt,
Both of you say you love me, but stomp my face in the dirt.
You call this love, the rite thing to do,
But you hurt and lied, to someone who loves you.
How is that love, do you even know what it is,
Its when he gets your heart, and he gives you his.
Such a precious gift, that anyone can give,
If you take it back, you kill there reason to live.
I gave my heart to you, because you promised to guard it,
Not twist and turn and strangle it to snit.