now here i sit

Written by: cathy aaron

once again i didn't say no. now here i sit,unable to dechiper the many emotions 
cruising through my soul.  i gave up wine,after thirteen years of "marriage" to that 
bottle. but for the life of me,im powerless against passion and lust! now here i 
sit,wondering why he doesn't call me. what would we talk about? i gave him the 
only side of me that is not connected to my heart and soul. now here i sit,ashamed 
and very alone. now here i sit....