now here i sit
once again i didn't say no. now here i sit,unable to dechiper the many emotions
cruising through my soul. i gave up wine,after thirteen years of "marriage" to that
bottle. but for the life of me,im powerless against passion and lust! now here i
sit,wondering why he doesn't call me. what would we talk about? i gave him the
only side of me that is not connected to my heart and soul. now here i sit,ashamed
and very alone. now here i sit....