THIS PAIN

Written by: Crystal Seals

THIS PAIN IS THE FERTILIZER FOR GROWTH...
HEADACHES FROM THE HEARTACHES,A MINDSET TO STAY 
ON THE STRAIGHT NARROW,CONSISTENTLY HARASSED BECAUSE OF
THE LIFE CHANGE,NO LONGER RUNNING THE STREETS,FORMER FRIENDS 
REFUSE TO COME AROUND BECAUSE I WON'T GET DOWN WITH SMOKING
TREES AND CONSUMING FORTY'S....
  THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED ME TO BE LONELY,I LOVE TO FELLOWSHIP WITH
THE SAINTS THEY GIVE ME A NATURAL HIGH WITH NO SIDE AFFECTS,IT FEELS
GOOD TO BE CAREFREE AND NOT HAVE TO IMPLANT EYES IN THE BACK OF MY 
HEAD,LIVING THE LIFE ON SUSPICIOUS IS VICIOUS......
  THIS PAIN IS A DETOXIFICATION,I HAVE THE SHAKES AND THE SWEATS, I
NEED IMMEDIATE TREATMENT WITH AN AFTER CARE PLAN....FLESH IS WARING
WITH MY SPIRIT I CAN'T STAND IT....
   THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED ME TO SHUTDOWN SOCIALLY,I'M EXPERIENCING
FEELINGS FROM A-Z...
   THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED ANXIETY LORD GIVE ME THE POWER TO HANDLE THIS 
STORM.THE THUNDERBOLTS WERE SHOCK TREATMENTS FOR CLEANSING THE
WICKEDNESS AND THE GRIM FROM THE EYES...
    I CAN NOW APPRECIATE THE THORNS THAT TORE THE FLESH..
NOW I CAN ATTEST THAT THIS PAIN WAS FERTILIZER FOR SPIRITUAL GROWTH...
                                            THIS PAIN....