A Treasure Chest of Betrayal
How could you do this to me?
An unspeakable infraction...
I have been in the Sun for too long
My back is blistering...
You cut me so deep that my soul is withering
I thought I was intelligent
But I guess I am just blind
Why the fuck to I sit in the shadows
And weep in the night
Why do I have my hands up?
When I am not ready to fight
Why am I trying to spread my wings?
When there is a ceiling coming inbetween me and my schemes
I am feeling things I shouldn't be feeling
But when I feel the same thing and reciprocate my own vision
You waited for me to turn around, and attacked with tactical precision
What the fuck was I thinking?
I stuck my hand in the honey comb, but I got a bee sting
I tried to conceal it, but I am afraid this is the real thing
I have open wounds but they are not bleeding
I have a hole in my soul, but nothing is seeping
Although I keep dreaming of six strings that keep me
Speaking and reading and writing rhymes freely
I have taken beating after beating, exceeding your religion
I gave my all to you but it just wasn't sufficient
My heart is walking along a dark path
I don't care who you are because you don't give a shit about me
I am alone in the water with all these sharks
I want to throw my thoughts into the ocean hoping that you would
I was getting better; you came along and I lost focus
Every single day seems hopeless
I hope that you know that like the power going out
While I was playing games and I lost progress
You came to me on a horse; call that shit trojan
You worked your way in with gifts and kindness
I am thanked with a malicious silence...
You helped me to dull my brightness
A world without you will be like religion without science...
Everyone blindly walking off the edge of reality
People lying to themselves; creating a tainted fantasy
You need to go please...
Take the time to figure out why you are so mad at me?