*no Name* {this Was Written From a Friend To Me,With Love}
My heart beats fast
I hope it wont last
My mind starts to clear
i start to think about you my dear
even though, you are my past.
From when i start to see your face
Im in a constant struggle
to forget you
People say to let go and set you free
but to me, to let you go is to loose
a piece of me
from where did you come?
But when did you leave?
Voices loud, but soon fade
flat, flat on my back
cold, hot, cold...
a steady beep, beep, beep
in my mind nothing, empty,all alone
light so bright blinding me
gone,
footsteps tap,tap,tap
a gental tisk, tisk of disappointment
then nothing, nothing at all
"Honey, you have to open your eyes"
A voice so familier but not,
"I need to hear your voice my dear"
I know you are my past
"Why did you have to go, why leave me"
A hand holds mine, so gentle
I know this hand
then a voice, a voice i know so well
A voice i will follow to the end of the world...
NO...
My past, only my past.
Why is my mind so cruel to me?
But the voice of my past speaks to me
"Im so sorry..i didnt know what to do...
i never wanted to leave you...I love you!"
I open my eyes
The face of my dear, not past but present
The face of hope
No not a dream, real.
The final words i whisper
" I know my love, I love you too...dont forget that"
Then darkness consumes me
and i know i die, but as i die i know
im always loved and will always love you too.
Copyright © Sherry Kadmani | Year Posted 2009
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