I don’t want freedom. Forgive me for sounding paranoid or crazy.
But this man used me. After knowing my history of pain.
Now I see why people kill the victims and themselves.
Doing away with all evil its emancipation.
At my wits end. Where sanity has eaten away my brains.
Where my soul has no resting place. And tears are like acid.
That burns through my cheeks. Pardon my insanity.
For I have fallen too many times. Where getting up is just powerless.
My heart is caged. All the impact and friction it took, For years.
And still it beats. Keeping me alive to face another brutal blow.
Pain so severe. No medicine or words of encouragement
Can put me at peace. Love is inadmissible here.
For I am deceased .