I’m back here to talk about someone who was once my brother
Let me express how I can the best the loss of the best mother.
Every day I cry and I just can’t take anymore so I run out the door
After being for hours on my bedroom floor my body goes to war.
That’s when I overdose in hope that my heart will shortly explode
Running like a loose prisoner I stop in the middle of the road
Both my box of pills and bottle are now empty just like me
Somehow I crawl to the other side and sit down on the sidewalk
Lately my ears only heard from others too much bull*****talk
Don’t know why but I’m coming back to the place which was once home
Just to find out I failed so I have to live another day all alone
Don’t bother no more the Lord to ask over and over why me
I’m talking to my mom now: mommy, please look at me
Mommy, look what I made, I cut my wrist with the blade
I’m coming after you because I love you and miss you
There no safer place on this planet then in your arms
Why did you leave me here with all these ****ing retards?
Come back and make me breakfast, I promise I’ll be better
No! Not better, I’ll be the best son you could ask for
Let me watch you cook so I can listen to you sing
Let me brush your hair again each night before sleeping
Take me home from school because I’m afraid, and it’s dark
I’m in the park after dark and the dogs run after me and bark
It’s just a mistake but seconds after I break, nothing more, I can’t take
Mornings with hot choco next to my bed when I was barely awake
No one can bake a cake the way you did, just a slice I need
Please tell me now ****ing more will my broken heart bleed?
Help with homework and take care of my bruises when I fall
Answer the phone again because you’re the only one I want to call
I promise mom if you come back I will never again tell a lie
I love you so much mom! No! No! please don’t say good bye.