What's wrong with me?
I could only feel it.
but nothing i could foresee.
it is none but a misfit.
Tell me, why do i feel this way??
I could only wish this feeling i could lay,
But only to my terrible dismay,
it won't just go away.
What is this that i am feeling?
What is this so alien to me?
Is it a gift from God All Knowing?
Or is it a feeling determining my destiny?
Is this feeling a test of my righteousness?
Or it merely a warning sent to me?
What ever which it might be,
my fate is held strongly by only Thee.
I could only wish to be granted a light,
So i may see upon the path i am set.
I could only wish for a star so bright,
So i may lead my life with no regrets.
It is just something that was bestowed on me,
Something weird which i do not understand,
No matter how much or how long it takes,
This is something i simply can't comprehend.
It is just a feeling without explanation,
a feeling with no elucidation,
It might simply be my intuition,
Or just merely my illusion.