What’s life for someone like me who never knew how it is to be free?
I’m not getting any younger, at 24 I couldn’t find a woman to stay true to me
Every girl became a bissh after telling me daily in my eyes “I love you”
Don’t want to talk bad but **** it, that’s what *****always turned to
Years of learning from different kinds, without success, all dirty lies
First they defrost your heart, and in the end they watch how it slowly dies
It’s all just a game and I’m not playing the way I should to finally win
No it’s not?! Game of hearts becomes game of lives, that’s no jokin
If you don’t know what you feel don’t say it’s real whatever you are feeling
After you leaved, you were the one laughing while I ended up crying
Every day, every night, every second I wish somehow easily to die
Because besides that all is just a lie there is no answer for the: Why?
Profit from those who have a lot and a little loss won’t make any difference
Letting to rot the one who was once raised by you doesn’t make sense
You can rationalize, still I can’t realize, my dreams turn into nightmares
So in a short time people get back to seeing my lonely soul in flames
How on earth can I give trust to another after all that happened in time?
I’m not possessive but I have to know for sure if she’ll be only mine
After each one I change and close inside more and more because I’m afraid
No problem if I’ll be alone, I never could handle or change what was made
If you want true love from me forget about the money and the riches
But if you want an easy life than turn around and join the club of bisshas
Money is nothing? Throw down them Gucci pants and Prada shoes
Go in the kitchen! Make food so I won’t pay for those pedicured toes
Make my life better so I don’t have to rob and steall to make you happy
And I’ll sleep at night without thinking what if I will go in a penitentiary?
It’s a shame that this life we live is such a materialistic, senseless and faithless
When fed up after all the hits we take, we walk like zombies around aimless.