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AM I

AM  I ?

Am I Just Standing Here, or Am I Just Dead?
Am I So Full Of Fear, I Lost Myself Instead?

Am I A Nobody, that you can't defend me?
OR
Am I Just Invisible, and you really don't pretend.

Am I Blind, Or I Just Don't Wish To See?
The Love I Cannot Find Is Right In Front Of Me!

Am I Hearing the Truth,
Or Have I Just Been Deceived?
Who Can I Trust?
Who Can I Believe?

Am I So Mad I Just Can't Understand,
Or Am I So Sad I Need A Shoulder And A friend?

Is It Just Me, 
Or Am I All Alone?

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by: PD 

I wrote this poem 22 years ago
I was pregnant, scared and alone:-( 

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  1. Date: 1/9/2014 9:05:00 PM

    Very expressive emotional write. So sad that people can feel so alone and yet others are going through similar things also feeling very alone. Well done, especially considering 22 years ago.

    A  Avatar Poet Destroyer A Date: 1/9/2014 9:06:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry

    ha ha Juliet, makes you wonder how old I am... LOL.. 22 years ago is a life time for me.. thank you for the visit....
  1. Date: 1/8/2014 9:56:00 AM

    Hi Linda, Even though this is an old write, once more you d not hide your feelings away. You tell the feelings you felt at the time. No one should have to feel this way, no one should ever truly be alone. One just wants to take you and hold you and show you, you are not alone, this is the power of the piece you have written. This is raw emotion Linda, this is the truth coming out and it shows your strength that you can let it out. Have a good day. Catch you later. Locking hands across the sea.

  1. Date: 12/26/2013 12:53:00 PM

    I was looking back through some of your older poems. This one is so full of true emotion. My favorite two lines are " Am I Blind, Or I Just Don't Wish To See? The Love I Cannot Find Is Right In Front Of Me! " You have such a God given talent for creating very good poetry. This is one of my favorite poems Linda...Hugs...Roger

  1. Date: 12/26/2013 8:10:00 AM

    The poem may be 22 yrs old but in that time i see a poetess who has gained strenghth, fortitude and a passion for life and you pen your emotions with such a clarity the reader gets to u.derstand the person you have come to be. On another note, you better get those creative juices flowing cause im anxious to see something new love Carl

  1. Date: 10/22/2013 5:00:00 AM

    sumthing beautifull came out of yr confused momments.......

  1. Date: 10/9/2013 4:18:00 PM

    I love this poem ! One of my Favorites!

  1. Date: 9/29/2013 10:43:00 PM

    I really like this one. going to my favs

  1. Date: 9/14/2013 10:43:00 AM

    Wish I had found my way in expressing my thoughts and feelings like you when I was also carrying my baby...I had the blues..afraid and clueless...thanks for expressing and sharing yourself through this one...

  1. Date: 9/12/2013 3:37:00 PM

    Much to ponder in these lines, Linda. I can relate to the deep thoughts and scared feelings you described here...Sometimes loneliness can be our greatest fear...But, you had your baby right next to you, so, you should not have felt so alone! :) Amazing poem!

  1. Date: 9/12/2013 3:06:00 PM

    This was a good poem to save all those years.......it's raw power is spellbinding.

  1. Date: 9/11/2013 9:55:00 AM

    I love the raw emotion here, I could feel the fear and sorrow. The self doubt. It is a strong poem in the way it challenges your inner self. Asking those questions out loud that many of us have asked quietly. Beautiful work PD

  1. Date: 9/7/2013 11:37:00 PM

    You play with your words inside the hearts here.Or Am I So Sad I Need A Shoulder And A friend?......i lost in this line.@@@@Litan@@@

  1. Date: 9/5/2013 12:39:00 PM

    THINK COMENTED ON TRHIS BEFORE BUT LIKE THE FACT IKTS FROM THE HEART LOVE THE PATTERN ALSO XXX DAVIDSCOTT

  1. Date: 9/1/2013 2:47:00 PM

    Of you, oh how wonderful the poets, just being, just living a feeling life. Thank you for composing: Robert Henry Poulin

  1. Date: 9/1/2013 2:45:00 PM

    first I love the title; AM I. I felt your emotions and that makes a great poem. I felt beside you in this poem. I enjoyed feelings you gave me to be mindfully aware, who am I? When we know who we are we don't know ourselves. The mystery is in the details. When we forget ourselves we start living the natural way just being, just eating, just sleeping. This is the Tao, this is Zen, this is the way of happiness mindfully aware. Robert Henry Poulin

  1. Date: 8/30/2013 12:21:00 AM

    i have read, the things you've said, and the experience you had, once you were sad, and who knows a bit scared, you are a woman now a lad,

  1. Date: 8/29/2013 3:57:00 PM

    Awesome words up there Linda, I have these thoughts,,, I've written " are you Right In Front Of Me,,,, I'm just looking past you ;} Libra's . You have a fab day Linda ;}

  1. Date: 8/16/2013 3:40:00 AM

    Nice one here. Your works are really inspiration. This AM I is thematically similar to my HAVE YOU EVER, so you see, you are not alone dear friend. Thank you for this one, again.

  1. Date: 8/2/2013 10:47:00 PM

    You are glorious. Very talented. Your work is beautiful. Always, Laura

  1. Date: 8/2/2013 2:47:00 AM

    This is an excellent rhyming couplet, I see the loneliness and fear within you words,, then I read your comment, no wonder you were scared your first baby, I am glad you got over these feelings as you are never alone, there is always someone standing near by, great write, loved it, blessings to you, hugs sueellen

  1. Date: 7/29/2013 7:07:00 PM

    Hi Linda, A heartfelt write..I've felt isolation before such as this...I was moved by your dream girl comment on my Texas poem...I posted something you might like called "chica de los suenos" or spanish for dream girl...Wrote if for a special female poet I've met recently on here...Wonder who that is?...lol Ken.... :)

  1. Date: 7/26/2013 1:41:00 AM

    Wow....P.S...the monkey sent me

  1. Date: 7/15/2013 12:19:00 AM

    !!!

  1. Date: 7/12/2013 10:25:00 PM

    I faced those fears for many years, feeling so alone; then I started looking deep within And a great understanding came, loved your poem Peter

  1. Date: 7/11/2013 6:40:00 PM

    Look at you now! You are awesome and I bet you are happy too. Betty

  1. Date: 7/7/2013 5:08:00 PM

    how the never mind sneaks up behind, to harry confront thee, the triggered thoughts amount to naught, cos p.d. it is she.... Don of the p.d. "AM I"

  1. Date: 7/7/2013 7:20:00 AM

    There's so many people that have asked this same question. Many have lost their direction, as they face so much adversity in life. Many without a job, and feel the weight of the world come crashing down. May we all find the comfort that God offers to everyone! Heart touching feelings in this poem! JP

  1. Date: 7/4/2013 11:36:00 AM

    The moment I finished this poem, I had the same feeling,as when I first heard the long haunting, sad expressive sound of the wolf howl. Which in my opinion is one of the most beautiful sounds one can hear. A very lovely moving poem. It would seem that, that time 22 years ago, were very tough for you. But all that emotion made for great poetry.

  1. Date: 7/4/2013 11:24:00 AM

    Linda, I was there once also. A memory I am glad to visit briefly and be thankful of where I am today... love the inspiration you share :)

  1. Date: 6/25/2013 11:34:00 PM

    I am what I am ..One of my favorite characters Popeye....Had some time to read other peoples work ..Like this ..Old but not forgotten Your friend ..Rick

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