You want me to smile, when theres nothing to smile
to shine when your the one who gives me light
I seem to be alive but im much more dead than you
I am nothing, who has nothing, but love for you.
Its hard to see
but my heart, my soul, every part of me, is dying within-
every night I sleep...
These dark dreams awaken me to reality, that you and
me- we're destiny...
just not in this lifetime it seems...
Make it known to me, tell me if you still see me how I -
used to be
Tell me your not the monster in front of me...
and if its true, sweet surrender I give to you, my body- my
mind,all of me is all of you...
I cant tell you in person, for fear of rejection, I love you- I
love you, in every direction...
I can say much more, but my heart speaks just as much
as these tears fall on the floor,
Its too much to handle right now... I want to talk to you,
but dont know how...
I guess Ill smile..
I.... guess ill smile..