You told me you loved me and that
You promised sweet kisses and to
always be here.
You were once so good and kind,
gentle and so very sweet.
When just thinking of you my knees
When you're hands were in mine,
chills ran up my spine.
Now my world is upside down
All the silence is now sound.
Fantasies are nightmares, dreams
are like hell
You don't hold my hand and I
wonder who is it I am sharing my
Your lies are effecting me, stressing
me, making a mess of me.
I can't even vibe with you, especially
knowing you had her in your arms.
The same ones that used to protect
my worries and stop my fears.
The hands that wiped away my
The lips that once gave sweet kisses
and spoke soothing reassuring
The once welcoming sincere smell
of you shirt now makes me sick to
Sick to the pit.
I know I must face the truth.
I hate this shit. I want to hate you but
all that will do is cause pain to me.
Only God knows how this is effecting
And silly me still in love.
Me. You. We. Her. You. Me. Pain.
Sorrow. Resentment. You