Sometimes I wish, I didn't exist
I have so much inside of me building up
I feel like I want to explode
like a volcano my blood runs down
abruptly it makes everything vanish and corrode
No remains of the broken pieces that was once Me
Do not mourn, for It is not worth the trouble
I have caused enough damage myself
Do not show remorse on my soul
For it has long before died within
I gave up
Not only on myself but on you..
You want the truth?
It is of my veins
Some green, some blue
Represents the green grass on the other side, that didnt break through
or the Blue sky filled with hope, that I looked up to..
Or was it you.. The center of my Heartbeat
and like the blood that runs through I let you go...
Freedom is Free, and its My price to list
just to live, Sometimes...
I wish.. I didnt exist.