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Thoughts Moneca

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Thoughts Moneca

October 21st 2007

Thoughts – Moneca .

The past has come around to dominate again.
It has brought me into a lesser place then before.
Upon wings of time’s passing, drift memories, ecstasies, experiences of joy to delight – light up my soul, fill my empty, fragile heart with lost hopes and dreams.

Gloomy days have befallen us, darker days upon me.
Those beautiful sunny days, seemed to have faded away.
 Dreams of closeness have faded into a reality you create.
The dream has become lost, in what has been left behind,
now the essence for a reality that has become the present.

Fear my Dear

Fear has become a long, lonely, dark tunnel 
I walk you, with thoughts that leave me alone, 
on my own as you take us back to where 
I feel, as if I am no more then a substitute
for those empty hours that come to your days, 
when the thoughts of a Mr. Right, a Prince Charming, 
Mr Pseudo Intellectual, Mr. Elegant are insufficient
and your current pursuer, man of interest, is not available.
The man you’d respect, appreciate, give yourself to, the man you’d love, – none existent in this reality, the man you desire. 

B. J. "A" 2
October 21st 2007

 My Dear Moneca :

   I have done many times and will again, lay my ego down upon the sacrificial alter in order for it to be the girders of a bridge upon which you may cross over the abyss, the black hole, the seas of uncertainty, the quagmire of fears created from so many negative experiences that continually creep into the mind of your days, from a past, now long passed – experiences that have created beliefs, dogmas, paradigms, archetypes, control .
   This I have done – laid my ego aside, to rest – and will continue to do so, for you, because I care, because doing so is my nature, my desire to see you rise up and fly above all that has brought you down, brings you down, hold you back. This I, freely, do for you, with all my heart, soul and love, in order to support, even if I should never know, feel or reap the benefits because you have chosen to give to another .
   My ego – I want to be the wings upon which you fly to freedoms light, even though you do not believe nor believe in me .
                          Love
                                             Bill . 

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  1. Date: 1/25/2013 8:43:00 PM
    Hello William, stopping by to say hi, and read your latest. Fear keeps me awake at night. Bill, this is a very pleasant poem to read. I think this is what you call real love. And your ego, has been the best I've ever read on paper... A #1 poem in my book.. I like the word " moneca" ..what does it mean... always ~LINDA

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    Date: 1/26/2013 10:10:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    William J. Jr. AtfieldDate: 1/26/2013 10:08:00 AM ??? zaoshanghao Linda : Pozdrowienialinda Linda : Once again Linda, I thank you for taking the time to read my stuff and typing me a most enlightening / personal message. I do wonder what “ Fear keeps me awake at night. ” those fears are and if there is a way to elevate or eliminate them ?
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    Date: 1/26/2013 10:08:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    As for the word “ " moneca" ” it is the name of a Polish Princess, I pursued throughout the time frame ( 2006 / 2009 plus ) of my prose and poems. Writing that, there will be more to come as I move forward with the story of “ REPETITION Two sides to The never ending story -I am unable to let end - OF A well educated, upper class, POLISH PRINCESS
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    Date: 1/26/2013 10:08:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    ??? zaoshanghao Linda : Pozdrowienialinda Linda : Once again Linda, I thank you for taking the time to read my stuff and typing me a most enlightening / personal message. I do wonder what “ Fear keeps me awake at night. ” those fears are and if there is a way to elevate or eliminate them ?
    Atfield Avatar William J. Jr. Atfield
    Date: 1/26/2013 10:07:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    A real Beauty, and that of an uneducated, low class, unintelligent, Canadian derelict. A Frog! Follow the journey of these two in poetry and prose. Much of, is from the perception /perspective of the Frog. The Princess has provided very little information. A lot of insight though. ” .
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    Date: 1/26/2013 10:06:00 AM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    Xiao Ling, ( should you be interested ) is the Chinese name of my love interest throughout the time period of ( 2009 / 2012- she ended the locve affair at the end of 2010 ) In their hearts and minds, I am now just their best friend . I hope Linda, that I have been able to adequately answer your question . Gratefully yours Bill .