im so empty now
without u, ive caved in and given up
theres nothing to make me smile now
and no one to make me feel love
im so alone without u now
i can sleep and cry and write for u
thats all i am
thats my whole life now
i try not to wonder
where u are, how happy u are
how much better off u are without me
becuz i know
i was ur burden, now relieved
i was ur worry, now eased
and u dont have to feel responsible
for all the damage done
but after so many of the things u said to me
how can u just let go?
and never look back?
and never care again?
i guess i wasnt that beautiful
i guess i wasnt that little jewel
i guess i wasnt special
i guess i was a fool to ever believe.
but i have never cried this much
i have never hurt this much
i have never been so alone
i have never been so heartbroken.