I’m so clouded in my mind,
I don’t know what I’m meant to find,
I feel so lost and so confused,
I don’t know what I need to lose.
My heart feels sick and my soul is black,
This heavy world is upon my back,
I don’t know how to bare this weight,
Or how to end my sordid fate.
Death seems to linger at my side,
His sent and touch I can’t abide,
And yet he wants to take my life,
But I won’t give up without a fight.
I try to think of blissful dreams,
Of happy thoughts and pretty things,
But darkness only sits and waits,
To take me to my morbid fate.