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Anytime
Can you see me?
Can you read the article that is my face, my mood?
I'm morning for the partial creator that has left me wounded. A artery cut has no path to death like the silhouette in the distance I no longer see.
Do I ever cross your mind, ANYTIME?
I don’t need gifts to shower me for the apologies and guilt immersed in you.
I shower daily to cleanse me of your stank as it is. But for once can I sulk in a tub of your commitment?
I am half of you.... Your blood flows through me like the distance that is measured by inches to feet.
I just wanna be next to you, do you wanna be next to me?
Do I ever cross your mind, ANYTIME?
I will always keep your picture in a frame to remind me of the strength that I hold.
The strength that allows me to hold fast to a decision acted upon and not told.
I miss you and I wanna miss the times that we have and haven't shared.
Events desperately asking to be compared.
Do I ever cross your mind, ANYTIME?
My dreams no longer linger at night. I find myself sleep walking and daydreaming to keep a relationship of the hope of us.
Tears will stop and that pipe dream will turn to rust.
Dad.....
Mom......
I’m just a kid.....
ANYTIME!
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