We agreed to go our separate ways, each of us did not want to face,
The hurt we were causing each other, the pain that promised to last forever.
We had a love so special, we had it all.
And how we succumbed to pressures and our marriage took the fall.
So u went your way and I went mine, we looked at each other for one last time,
and I felt something in my heart, that I just can't define
Wanting me to stop u and make u see the pain in my eyes.
But I knew I'd lost u and had no rights like before,
And I told myself..I'm not supposed to love you anymore.
Now the nights seem darker and I'm all alone here,
It's been only a while but seems like a hundred years.
I yearn to hold u in my arms again, but I think of all the fighting and don't want to relive the pain.
Then why do I think of u all the time,
Your gorgeous eyes and beautiful smile.
U conquer my dreams like never before,
And I wake up then, to realise...I'm not supposed to love u anymore.
Now you're far away somewhere, that even if I wanted I could never find the way,
To u, to tell u I want you forever, for eternity I want our love to bind us together.
But then I hear you're happy now with someone new,
And I'm in denial bcoz we were happy too.
Now I wish u luck and pray, that u don't make the same mistakes we made.
In love and in life, I hope u get everything u wanted this time.
And I've got to accept the fact, that you're gone forever and I need to move on with my life.
Then why do I get this feeling all of the time,
That my heart feels closer to yours than ever before,
Even when..I'm not supposed to love u anymore.