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Took The Fall
Standing on the precipice of insanity's ledge
Wondering when this life will force me over the edge
Who to trust with my heart,mind, and soul
Have no where to turn- no where to go
No love do I feel
Not a soul who cares enough about me
To keep from the brinks of that dark reality
Stagnant is the air that I breathe in this my life so "nice"
Tired of the games-having to pay the ultimate price
Is love for real
Should I just give into the temptation of deaths sweet kiss
Knowing that it will send me into absolute eternal bliss
For in death I no longer have to play life's cruel game
No pain shall again touch me --- free this blame
My heart you did steal
Never more will my eyes hold un-shed sorrow and tears
Finally I can set to rest my grief and internal fears
Flying free will be my soul--no more shell must I carry
Tired of living no longer wish to linger and tarry
Life is too hard-pain does reel
come unto me most merciful avenger angel of death
Grant to me this lifelong desire-my final request
Release me from this earthly shard- my cage
So I can die in peace-set aside this tempest of rage
Death the new deal
Escape this pain and torment that tortures my essence
After I am gone no more shall I be a presence
The me I once was-has been defeated
My very core-- depleted
No zest or zeal
In peace now I shall find true freedom from all
The plunge I did surrender to---took the fall
No more do I feel
(A little note...I know this is a very dark write and again was written during a very
difficult time in my life. Writing was the only venue I had to vent....and so I did...and
still do. It is and will be a part of my total healing. I also write with the hopes that
maybe I will touch someone who may be going through a rough time so they will know that
they are not alone.)
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