I feel so all alone, My Heart on the other side of the country
Never seeing, Never touching the mirage of my Dreams
Never hearing the Voice of my Angel, her Poems : a vocal Hypnotism
Pulling me into a deeper desolate devestating Loneliness
"Tidings of Comort and Joy" Wish I had some of that "WEED"
My Comfort : " Over the Rockies, through the hot desert sand
My Heartbeat :Far,far away; across this vast beautiful land
"Joy To The WORLD The LORD Has Come" Am I part of this world??
Why did HE not see me? How is it with HIS Heart : HE couldn't feel mine?
Has my life become no more than an imaginary opaque silhouette
I am so transparent. you can read the name on my Heart " Barbara Jean "
"Hark The Herald Angels Sing" to deafened ears, to eyes blinded by Love
Never seeing, Never knowing Companionship, togetherness : Forever
"Oh Come All Yea Faithful, Joyful And Triumphant" I'm last in line!!
Barbara Jean , hold my Heart tight , wait for me until we entwine in Eternity