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SERENITY
i see many times where i should have died during my previous style of living
someone something was watching over me i rather not assume
the matter of will is the more difficult part of me
i have experienced enough emotioinal pain through failed attempts at love
anxiously awaiting for the calm after the storm
i tend to hinder myself to be released from self confinement but convince myself to go forward
i am no longer a slave to misery or regret
yet in so many ways enslavement still threatens myself my desires and my dreams
without dreams i'm stuck
i must go deep inside the core of my being to free myself
until i do i will always be running and never truly at ease
insanity dominates my life at times and the essence of my disease
i tend to get chained to negativity with no cutting loose
power can remove these character defects from me when i don't practice deception
i like the idea of admitting defeat it sets me free
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