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rewired and recalibrated
don't know what happened
when i was under that vent
for all those days
something
is strange.
i like mustard on my
salad. i hate diet cokes.
i don't like to eat the
things i used to and
it is frustrated me and
my family.
i don't like my clothes.
i asked my friend is this
all we used to do watch
t.v. and discuss what
comes on next. "BORING"
i want to get up and clean
but my body won't mind
me yet.
here is what i really want
to say, i feel nothing.
nothing for people i
once was caring and
worried about. my
emotions are gone.
will i ever get them
back? who am i
now?
janetta
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