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my reflection's a suicidal.

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my reflection's a suicidal.

she was internally bleeding inside
silent tears dripping from her eyes
falling blindly through cracked ice
stabbing her soul unintentionally,
over a thousand times.

she was crying herself to sleep
slicing across her wrist, 
hoping for it to get deep.

lifting her hands to pray
closing her eyes, realizing 
there was nothing left to say.

making her own selfish lies
screaming alone,
waiting for someone to hear
her empty cries.

She was internally dying 
from her goreing pain
internally bleeding inside her veins.

giving up on her hope 
she had once believed,
letting go of that rope
so she could feel relieved

she smiled for the last time
when she said good bye, 
it was her last line.

stepping forth into an ocean 
carrying suffocating waves
she walked deeper following
her own devotion.

her head sank in as the world went quiet
rolling back her eyes
performing her own riot
forcing herself not to rise
she held her self down
counting the mintues that passed
waiting for the second she'd drown
wondering how long she'd last.

inhaling, she swooned
gripping her throat swelled by wounds
she let herself rise
knowing she tried
floating to the surface 
with her eyes closed 
her thoughts running freely
feeling so exposed.

And when she gasped to breathe
her eyes opening slowly.
seeing people crowded
staring are her attempt
she knew there was no escape,
this was the end
she couldn't pretend.

And now as she looked into the mirror
I realized the girl staring back at me
had the same scars..
just like me.



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  1. Date: 11/6/2008 4:04:00 PM

    very very bad idea! i seuffered from same thing ugh not good....! verty good poem though